Knicknacks so far

Hey what is going on here. Ive been crying out of the blue several times this week. Whats Up with this madness nothing is wrong. Yes the baby is teething and i am going broke day by day. But i am so blessed withwhat ive got now. Are they tears of joy or pain. Ive just watched a 277 episode series in two weeks time an anime called Fairy Tail. And i am finaly reading the last book of the chronicles of Narnia. I have memorized the theme songs of my daughters television shows. Strawberry shortcake, Miraculous ladybug and cat noir, Madeline and The bearinstine bears. This month has been hectic but there is still plenty of 2018 to go around.  Hope my knicknacks of life arent a bore to who ever reads this if anyone reads this. Where is the spark this is a blog a share not a journal somebody acknowledge that it is relevent to your mind as a reader please comment

Life game etc...

Going through the motions of motherhood like a video game I never played. Learning the actions, memorizing the codes to pass the game. Oh I'm losing that's a no brainer. But I'm winning in my mind. Level by level passing time. Praying to God to give me strength, he is providing all my needs, but I can't take it lightly, I still gotta work hard and praise him even in my week state. Teach my child to know him,  so she can also play the game of life  as a winner someday. Mom is the character I play, lifes trials are the paths I take. Building a home,  cooking a meal. The small things in life that matter great. Tidying up and showering ever so often and hanging  out with friends to keep up appearances to let everyone know that I still exist. Living step by step like a recipe straight to the end. Making life a masterpeice etc....

Crying mama

I can do quite anything wrong. But I can't very well do nothing right Neither.

Forgive and forget

If you keep bringing up someone's bad past up to them. Then u are not showing them forgiveness. You are Showing them that you still hold a grudge. So even though what they musta of done was horrible if you dont forget it and move on in your heart it will be as if you never really forgave.  They will not forget what they have done and they will have to live with knowing that. But if you don't firgive them,then God won't forgive you. So people please forgive and forget and stop bringing it up.

Matthew 6:14 For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.

Matthew 6:15 But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.

I see Red

Today I let my baby girl play in her room. I had made sure it was totally childproof. I went to the restroom to primp for the morning. It had gotten quiet real quick. So i raced into her room and it was no big deal. She had found her play food and was teething away. All happy mind you. I looked at her and smiled and then i lost it. There on her hand was what looked like a big peice of her palm scraped off. It was red. It looked like blood what happened to my baby tearssss. So i scooped her up telling her i was never leaving her alone ever again. We went into the bathroom to wash her hand ointment and bandaid it. And when the water hit the spot the red sticker rolled off like toiletpaper.. My baby wasn't hurt at all. It ended up being a piece of sticker off of her playfood. She is fine. So I laughed while she was still smiling at me because I was carrying her around and then well we went back to playing and primping and all's well that ends well. I love my baby! I may  overreact over a lot of things. But I gotta just smile and thank God that we made it through those times of woah.