Going through the motions of motherhood like a video game I never played. Learning the actions, memorizing the codes to pass the game. Oh I'm losing that's a no brainer. But I'm winning in my mind. Level by level passing time. Praying to God to give me strength, he is providing all my needs, but I can't take it lightly, I still gotta work hard and praise him even in my week state. Teach my child to know him, so she can also play the game of life as a winner someday. Mom is the character I play, lifes trials are the paths I take. Building a home, cooking a meal. The small things in life that matter great. Tidying up and showering ever so often and hanging out with friends to keep up appearances to let everyone know that I still exist. Living step by step like a recipe straight to the end. Making life a masterpeice etc....
