Life game etc...

Going through the motions of motherhood like a video game I never played. Learning the actions, memorizing the codes to pass the game. Oh I'm losing that's a no brainer. But I'm winning in my mind. Level by level passing time. Praying to God to give me strength, he is providing all my needs, but I can't take it lightly, I still gotta work hard and praise him even in my week state. Teach my child to know him,  so she can also play the game of life  as a winner someday. Mom is the character I play, lifes trials are the paths I take. Building a home,  cooking a meal. The small things in life that matter great. Tidying up and showering ever so often and hanging  out with friends to keep up appearances to let everyone know that I still exist. Living step by step like a recipe straight to the end. Making life a masterpeice etc....

Crying mama

I can do quite anything wrong. But I can't very well do nothing right Neither.

Forgive and forget

If you keep bringing up someone's bad past up to them. Then u are not showing them forgiveness. You are Showing them that you still hold a grudge. So even though what they musta of done was horrible if you dont forget it and move on in your heart it will be as if you never really forgave.  They will not forget what they have done and they will have to live with knowing that. But if you don't firgive them,then God won't forgive you. So people please forgive and forget and stop bringing it up.

Matthew 6:14 For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.

Matthew 6:15 But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.

I see Red

Today I let my baby girl play in her room. I had made sure it was totally childproof. I went to the restroom to primp for the morning. It had gotten quiet real quick. So i raced into her room and it was no big deal. She had found her play food and was teething away. All happy mind you. I looked at her and smiled and then i lost it. There on her hand was what looked like a big peice of her palm scraped off. It was red. It looked like blood what happened to my baby tearssss. So i scooped her up telling her i was never leaving her alone ever again. We went into the bathroom to wash her hand ointment and bandaid it. And when the water hit the spot the red sticker rolled off like toiletpaper.. My baby wasn't hurt at all. It ended up being a piece of sticker off of her playfood. She is fine. So I laughed while she was still smiling at me because I was carrying her around and then well we went back to playing and primping and all's well that ends well. I love my baby! I may  overreact over a lot of things. But I gotta just smile and thank God that we made it through those times of woah.

First time for baking actually baking

Burnt all the bottoms of my cupcakes to a crisp but three. The batter came out so perfect and then kabluey  I failed burnt them  so much for trying another day perhaps I'll do better. Happy cupcakes

1 year ago

Once upon an October one year ago I was told that I was 5 weeks pregnant with my daughter and now on this day I'm a mom of an almost 5 month old. She is my pride and joy I love  her with all my life Happy 🎃 Halloween. 

Pssst..  I tried rice cereal today and it went well.

Accident and promises

My baby girl can roll over now I sat her on my bed like I always do went to the restroom and when I got back she was gone she had rolled off the mattress that's only about a foot from the ground and rolled under the bed she didn't hurt herself she just giggled and teared up a little cause it caught her off guard I cried and called mom she came and checked her over and calmed me down and I promised never to leave my daughter unattended ever again I am not a bad mum I'm learning just like everyone else there's a time for mistakes because nobody is perfect but we can also Pray ask God for forgiveness and promIse to not make the mistake again and move on learning and doing our best.