First time for baking actually baking

Burnt all the bottoms of my cupcakes to a crisp but three. The batter came out so perfect and then kabluey  I failed burnt them  so much for trying another day perhaps I'll do better. Happy cupcakes

1 year ago

Once upon an October one year ago I was told that I was 5 weeks pregnant with my daughter and now on this day I'm a mom of an almost 5 month old. She is my pride and joy I love  her with all my life Happy 🎃 Halloween. 

Pssst..  I tried rice cereal today and it went well.

Accident and promises

My baby girl can roll over now I sat her on my bed like I always do went to the restroom and when I got back she was gone she had rolled off the mattress that's only about a foot from the ground and rolled under the bed she didn't hurt herself she just giggled and teared up a little cause it caught her off guard I cried and called mom she came and checked her over and calmed me down and I promised never to leave my daughter unattended ever again I am not a bad mum I'm learning just like everyone else there's a time for mistakes because nobody is perfect but we can also Pray ask God for forgiveness and promIse to not make the mistake again and move on learning and doing our best.

Tall tales

They say in Disney World when a child  first giggles a fairy is born well yesterday my daughter laughed for the first time. We were watching backyardagains and she just loved the dancing and singing.i was so glad to see her so happy. Because for the last few days our life has been miserable with the teething. Her two front teething are coming in and the pain has made her drool and cry almost non stop 😢

Proud muma

Two days ago. My little girl rolled over for the first time. It shocked me that she has learned how to do it so fast. She is only three months old. She is also bubbly lots of drool cause wow she is also teething. Breastfeed baby's who knew that they'd get so big so fast. She is almost 15lb's and is about the size of my neighbors one year old; who was bottle fed formula. Geewiz she is going to be a big lil girl. But I will love her no matter how big or small. That's all for today SMILE

DoRaMiFaSoLaTeaDo

Baby's love music

c.s.lewis by Brooke Fraser lyrics

If I find in myself desires nothing in this world can satisfy,
I can only conclude that I was not made for here
If the flesh that I fight is at best only light and momentary,
Then of course I'll feel nude when to where I'm destined I'm compared

[Chorus]
Speak to me in the light of the dawn
Mercy comes with the morning
I will sigh and with all creation groan as I wait for hope to come for me

Am I lost or just found? on the straight or on the roundabout of the wrong way?
Is this a soul that stirs in me, is it breaking free, wanting to come alive?
Cos my comfort would prefer for me to be numb
An avoid the impending birth of who I was born to become

[Chorus]

For we, we are not long here
Our time is but a breath, so we better breathe it
And I, I was made to live, I was made to love, I was made to know you
Hope is coming for me
Hope, he's coming

King by lauren aquilina lyrics

You're alone
You're on your own
So what, have you gone blind
Have you forgotten what you have and what is yours?
Glass half empty, glass half full

Well either way you won't be going thirsty
Count your blessings not your flaws.
You've got it all

You lost your mind in the sound
There's so much more, you can reclaim your crown
You're in control
Rid of the monsters inside your head
Put all your faults to bed
You can be King again.
You don't get what all this is about
You're too wrapped up in your self-doubt

You've got that young blood, set it free.
You've got it all
You lost your mind in the sound

There's so much more, you can reclaim your crown
You're in control
Rid of the monsters inside your head
Put all your faults to bed
You can be King.
There's method in my madness
There's no logic in your sadness
You don't gain a single thing from misery

Take it from me.
You've got it all
You lost your mind in the sound
There's so much more, you can reclaim your crown

You're in control
Rid of the monsters inside your head
Put all your faults to bed
You can be King.
You've got it all
You lost your mind in the sound
There's so much more, you can reclaim your crown
You're in control
Rid of the monsters inside your head
Put all your faults to bed
You can be King again.

New life begins

As she was born, falling forth from the womb, all was silent time just stopped.  Pain was an empty term, all i felt was her. She was mine and i was hers. After all  i have experienced in the past I wouldn't give that moment up for the world. it was life changing. It was like a piece of my soul just broke off and became a part  of a more important a more living being a person who needed life more than me.

So since becoming a Mommy, I've been peed on and spit up on and wow smiled at and my eardrums are broke because wow she has lungs and she knows how to use them.

But she is my "Darling", my "morning glory", my miracle, my " hey sweets", my adorable lil pooins.  I love her.

New feature she shoots poo when she sneezes and makes the duck lips when shes peeing and oh when she smiles she sticks her tongue out and a dimple appears on her right cheek so adorabubbles.

6/12/17 @ 10:34 7lb 6oz
Mirabeth Rayne was born

tip:
they mailed her SS but her birth certificate I had to pay $25 for at the health department